Paynk

2006-02-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

YES IM UPDATING!
Haha, okay tired day. Went to buy a tablet. YAY I'm so happy <3. Wacom haha.
And then tuition and then went to buy shoe to match my gown for prom night.
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Okay it's quite nice lah but I like the gown more. :)
9cm is a real challenge man (for me). And then now I can be taller than my dad! LOL. But I can hardly walk..
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I've updated.
Heh,

2006-01-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

Haha I just took down the earring. Meh, prematurely. Damn scary.
Okay anyway, happy Chinese New Year everyone : D
PEACE&LOVE-
Really hope our CNY class deco wins something. Last year in Nanyang.
Madonna's wrong, time does NOT go by so slowly.
I am feeling old recently.
Then I look at those aunties and I was like, shite.
One day that'll be me and young girls will look at me and go, 'shite'.
So sad right, yes...

2006-01-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

Yay I'm officially les with one piercing on left ear only.
Who wanna les? Call me at 9xxxxxxx. I'm waiting :D

2006-01-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

HAHA today is damn funny. I was sleeping in the morning and then suddenly the telephone rang. And my father was like shouting on the phone, HELP ME SEE WHETHER I TURNED OFF THE FIRE ON THE STOVE!!
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So I rushed out and see and BOOM. Ok, no boom. But the stove was like burning and the pot's bottom turned red. Then the whole kitchen was damn smokey I can choke man. And then the funniest piece of shite was that when I open the pot's lid the buns inside were like, man.. totally black. TOTALLY.
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Lucky I wasn't burnt alive haha. But it's funny. Oh and the porcelain bowl was DAMN shiny haha..

2005-12-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

Tuition kills. Going to get killed by it soon.
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Feeling gay and crazy recently, I think it's because of the fever i had last week. Well not really fever, just some serious sore throat and migraine.
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Visited some guitar shop and saw this damn cool angel shaped, golden color guitar. Omgwtf it's damn pretty, and small and punk. Not like I'm punk fan, but seriously it's nice but guess the price. $1800. Much cheaper than a piano though, but I can't save that much unless I'm earning. So the earliest I can get it is by end of next year. 300+ days. After O-levels.
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Shit I just reminded myself of O-levels, FOOCK O-LEVELS.
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OTZ
OLS <-- Do you know what's that? :D

2005-12-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

ah, i feel lke crying now seriously. i should hide my face in the sand i think.

2005-12-25T11:31:00.000+08:00

ahha, i'm feeling funny well anyway i was having the worst gastric in my live 2 days ago. i thought i was going to die. and then my throat is burning since like 5 days ago i dont know why. choir tomorrow is prolly gonna be fatal so hope they'll spare me.
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we'll never give up,
it's no use.
if we're fucked up you're to blame.
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Blink182-Anthem Part Two.
go hear it it's nice.
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the live is pro. shite live performance is fucking difficult i won't laugh at anyone who screws them up anymore. sorry if i ever laughed at you I AM SO SORRY I KNOW MY MISTAKE NOW. -cry.
heh, anyway uh whatever, merry christmas

2005-11-27T23:22:00.001+08:00

i'm going off to china in 6hours time! gonna miss wonderwoman a lot. made a lot of new skins woho, with the newly downloaded cs2. actually cs2's got not much difference from the previous versions. but at least i can use it. not like the photoshop 7.0 which refused to open. grrr-
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bringing back pirated DVDs i'm sure. YELLOW KINDS. haha nah, kidding. ok see you all soon will be uploading pictures when i come back >D

2005-11-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

heh, jamming today was fun. i didn't know i can play drums man! haha funny discovery. all the small things was the most fun cuz me and sylvia can harmonize the NA NA NA. woo- but running back to cip after that was shit. sweat like siao. luckily we were somewhat on time hah so at least the run's not wasted.

last day at renci hospital doing cip today. really damn tiring. trying to learn to be patient and entertain the patients. i was playing some weird sticking out tongue game w a patient but he got bored in 5secs. GRRR >@ but nvrm. learning process. crabsticks, damn cliche.

2005-11-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

local CIP isn't that bad after all though you can't exactly call it fun and cool. it's not as bad as what i thought it would be. so yeah, sing karaoke man. oldies, cool shite. haha

and then theres a sudden flow of inspiration in me for some strange reason so i've been writing a lot of songs recently. although nthg much is gg on. maybe i'm feeling a little horny recently too LOL.

oh and pants, it feels shite to help somebody you like woo another person.bang bang goes the broken glass..

2005-11-03T15:21:00.000+08:00

i'm pissed cause photoshop refuse to open. damn smart. spent the whole morning doing nothing. listening to songs and clearing my table again. not that bad w switchfoot in the speakers. :D

've been feeling hyper but can't do anything about it. i wanna go to grace's house to play w her drums. chinese Olevels' over she can't escape now.

2005-11-02T09:57:00.000+08:00

clearing my table and found lots of crap and sec2 works. oh and i'm eff-ing promoted haha. surprisingly. mmyah i'm feeling high recently because of the holidays :D gonna buy a diary later i'm getting messsssy.

i'm in a mood to talk cock now RAAH.
switchfoot <33

2005-10-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

my highschool dreams are gone
my childhood sweets are gone
life is a day that doesn't last for long
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gone,
like yeterday is gone,
like history is gone,
the world keeps spinning on,
your going going gone,
like sumemr break is gone,
like saturday is gone
just trying to prove me wrong
you pretend like you're immortal you're immortal
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switchfoot.

2005-10-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

walking into PS Yamaha w arthur second time this week. looking at the bass guitars and calculating how long i have to save to buy one bass. i think second hand ones are good enough. and cheap that's main point. i need one at home, desperately.

took a pink one and tested it out, never intend to buy it though. just wanted to play haha. tried to play meant to live and arthur failed to recognize the tune. guess it's my fault, i'm SHY. no it's his fault actually. the uncle is damn funny, looks like a hawker outside but actually he's guitar pro inside.

was at sec4 grad ceremony this morning. if you're a sec4 senior reading this, sorry to say, i really seriously almost died this morning. off phone, close book, look at people recieve empty grad certs. and singing that funny farewell song haha. anyway uhh, GRRH, don't wanna say cliche things.

byebye. PLUEH hahha.

2005-10-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

good boys are reserved for better girls.
haha what happens to girls like us?
play with girls like ourselves.

no i'm not turning les
i'm just disappointed with boys. (:

2005-10-16T11:18:00.000+08:00

said suddenly felt thankful to have such good friends like zz for no reason last night .sms-ed her and said thanks at 12.30am last night .and she said thanks too damn happy .conclusion is that girls are better <3

chi Olevels coming, sucks. deprive me of my freedays. spent mornings having ting xie and reading chi argumentatives .(thanks mom) hope t jam tmr i miss someone .hahah stupid ,don't think too much people .

2005-10-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT IM SO SCREWED PLEASE LOOSEN ME UP. TWO MORE ASSY DAYS TO GO AND ITS OVER PLEASE PRAY HARD FOR TOMORROW. bahh, pray to who

2005-10-05T10:02:00.000+08:00

good mood recently.despite the fact that i'm flunking the exams.
thanks to son haha, and the apple pie.

think before you make up your mind.
your don't seem to realize.
i can do this on my own.
and if i fall, i'll take it all.
it's so easy after all.

Cone is cute! :D
soaking myself in KAP everyday now
better than studying at home.
actually i can't study at home SEE WHAT I'M DOING NOW?
blogging. that's why. computer kills all the animals.
AND for your information those who saw me at KAP w the handsome boy,
i am making it clear that he's not my boyfriend so shut up and stop staring.
he's my son hoho, good friend lah, and he's got a girlfriend so don't even think of it :D

2005-10-05T09:49:00.000+08:00

walking in circles which loops around our conscience.
trying to breakaway and escape from our very own self.
maybe there really is no where we can go
to escape from the desires of our soul.
lift ourselves up forever?

try and be prepared to fail, again.

2005-10-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

hoho ,exams
best of luck everybody ,doubt you're reading this though .
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i am something something now don't wanna say (:
SOME GIRLS ARE CRAZY .
yes including me. i'm having a certain positive certain thing towards a certain someone now BUT .heh nothing .i think i'm too stressed up .
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tell me -HEMHEM- i won't feel a thing ,give me novacaine .

2005-09-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

PASSED PIANO HAHA, DAMN HIGH NOW I CAN HUG THE BEGGAR SLEEPING DOWNSTAIRS .ok maybe not .not with flying colors lah ,but still passed good enough .no more piano lessons anymore !

:D

allowance increased by $5/week .$25 now still a poor head .but better than last time .can save $10/week now will be able to get the pretty wallet soon .it's damn unsual looking .i have a feeling that most of you won't think its chio but don't care .i like .

bought a new skirt gonna wear it when i become thinner (hope thats somewhere soon) .too stressed now eat alot .rahh-

2005-09-18T14:45:00.000+08:00

haha how can anybody on earth be so sick. -grab rubbishbin and puke. one side telling people that he's ditched and the other side telling the person who "ditched" him I LOVE YOU, in public.
-puke again.

ok nvm, ate a lot last night i am feeling fat already. dumplings heh, damn nice. mum and dad's anniversary today haha. going jack's place later which will be a killer. wish me good luck, D:

i'm wasting time again

2005-09-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

ahha, updating upon request.
nothing much to say, actually
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WORK SUCKS, I KNOW. exams is next next week shit >< and i'm blogging?! blame the person who asked me to update. haha, listening to only one now, the yellowcard song. their voice not v good leh heh, i think lah. ok nvm not lke mine rocks just commenting.
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too stressed, mr lim is damn funny he gave us each a sheet of mmh, dunno whats that called the plastic thing with lots of airbags which goes POP whn u squeeze it, and a pen to stab ourselves with when the time is right. LOL and he wrote Stress Relieving Kit on the bag.
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thanks ahha,

2005-09-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

don't think i still like you
i'm just lending you a shoulder nothing more
thank me and good bye when you've stopped crying
i still need my peace
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i think i'm going to seriously grow even fatter man haha, eating WHITE bread at like what, 11.22pm? haha made a few more new templates.
yeah take a look at the links behind and click those w NEW.
they are getting dusty.

2005-09-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

maybe we've been living with our eyes half open,
maybe we're bent and broken.
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damn i like that part. meant to live by switchfoot thanks terrance/rence who sent me the song and uhh reuben for reminding me that i had that song heh. sry still not sure how t spell your name.
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last mth's sms is seriously crazy.1595 msgs $50+ added to normal plan. $80+ man, got a long lecture. about how my life will b ruined. and how i make my own life difficult and stuffs like that. oh, and i'm heartless and don't care about my parents. 1hr lecture, i just stood there.
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ZL's birthday was damn crazy too haha 4hrs at kbox nutting around. half lost my voice. the counter guy is seriously tulan, kept coming in without knocking thn see us standing on the sofa. half scolded him hah.
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hope ZL had fun, the cheesecake was nice. and there's no candles but we have our imagination still. i miss the tuo diao haha, damn funny. ok have to start work soon -work sucks, i know

2005-08-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

mr ingham is going away as in not tching in ny anymore D: though im not directly linked t him i still think he rocks : D gave him our hand-printed tshirt w the words MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU on it and the banner. effort sey!
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went back t primary sch. at its new site, which is lke 5min walk from my house. BUT WHATS THE POINT NOW. ok anyway, only 8 people from 6/1 went back. me, xiaowen, ivory, nick hui, nick chan, choon kuat, chia how, weijie. so we went food court and sat and talked for super long. quite fun : D the boys are still as corny as ever.
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nick chan said a doraemon joke i thought it was SO funny!
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-why didn't hello kitty talk t you when you said hi to her?
ans: she had no mouth
-why didn't doraemon talk t the hello kitty (with a mouth this time) when she said hi to him?
ans: HE HAD NO EARS LOL!

ok nvm i know you don't think its funny. ohwell, bye haha.

2005-08-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

haha jamming ytd was so much more successful thn the last. at least got a verse kinda done. i see the light of hope. : D bass is damn simple heh. the basics lah, i dont know any techniques. plueh. but dont need much technique yet anyway. arthur's speed of learning is super stunning and meijie's quite got the drums done too so i guess i hv nth much t b proud of xD. and mike was friendly yesterday. so yesterday was quite a day of good happenings.

well tday, kenneth came t ask me go pool w him bcuz he's moody. ohwell as if that concerns me? i hate you haha

2005-08-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

band left w 3 ppl now. haha guitarist didn't like our kind of music. so now i'm learning bass. thanks clement for teaching a bit : D and arthur's learning guitar. no idea how's tmr's jam gonna b like. meijie's still at drums. BOMBOM. haha hope it goes well. really starting from scratch now. called mike, the studio owner. he's friendly this time, but still, his face is still like that. piak, ahah ok nvm. hope he points some other finger this time.

ok im crapping. my sms is seriously seriously brimming.

2005-08-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

they were part of this community
they rot it to the end
but who were the ones who stood by watching?
i was one of them.
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i was the dumbfounded kid in white
staring with eyes wide open
could you imagine the blood
tasting like the candy held in my hand?
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i remember every one of them
as i witness their sadistic race
amidst the people crashing into my shoulders
i recall seeing your face.

2005-08-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

ahh just felt lke doing some quizzes.
stupid yeah but quite fun : D

2005-08-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

You'd probably love to be in a punk rock band!! A
band likeGreen Day or The Ramones , maybe cause you just
want everyone to hear what you think and you
don't really care what anyone thinks of you.
You love really fast, loud music and what do
you care if no one else likes it. :-D That is
so PUNK ROCK man!!!!

What Kind Of Band Would You Be In?
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2005-08-14T11:59:00.000+08:00

Your bikini...your just right not to sluty not to
boring the world needs more people like you

Whats your Underwear Type?
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2005-08-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

painted my windbreaker.
anybody wanna buy?
price negotiable. should be around $20.
high quality thick material.
for girls.
preview at my photo album
bottom navigator.
interested pls add me at jellydemonstrate@hotmail.com
on msn lah. easier t talk : D

2005-08-10T13:33:00.000+08:00

ok first jam session was slightly screwed
practice was for less than a week so cant b expecting real music
i think my voice improved a bit leh : D
but still must pia not hell pro yet.
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haha the keyboard at the studio is the lousiest i've ever seen la
it's sickly old and the notes sound the same
even though they're one octave apart.
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well the whole studio is sort of pathetic
it's just some cleared out store room.
the owner had a really ulu face (worse than mine)
but he pointed a fourth finger at some other band
HAHA WHICH IS KINDA WEIRD LOOKING.
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have t work real hard
at least we can get along well so come what may : D

2005-08-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

she's my best excuse
to forget about you

2005-08-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

yay found bandmates! i hope it'll sustain lah just starting off. going t jam at some cheapy place on monday im so looking forward to that ok! learning hoobastank song now. The Reason. MMMH : D nice. not gna say who are the people first. SUSPENSE HAHA. no lah i hvnt ask them whether they want to b known. but im too enthu im telling you now : D.

damn sick lah the advertisement. "wan gu zhi fang CHIA CHIA CHIA!" -tulan.

2005-07-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

i finally let go of the not-so-nice feelings and i don't feel jealous anymore : D.
i actually told him all the best and treat his new gf well and mean what he said.
sometimes it's hard to say such stuffs but after that you'll feel new and readytogoagain.
i read his blog and it had the things with the same idea like the things he told me last time, but it's not dedicated to me. well doesnt matter a lot i don't feel so much anymore.
just seriously treat her better thn you treat me.
time for me to stand up and leave the mess behind for time to take care of it.

and now, care less about boys care more about friends : D
i love you all.
ZL came to school today again haha yay and zz went for practice. practice was shit. we were tested individually and dammit i screwed myself up. trying to spin a hoolahoop w shsh (as in 2 people in a hoop) but obviously failed.

nvm wants to thank daddy for fetching me home. and mum for her nooodles.
AND THANK YOU FOR READING THIS NOW IT'S GONNA END

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BYE.

2005-07-27T20:00:00.001+08:00

heh in a not bad mood today. the day before he really really really told me something that made me feel that he is nothing but a random stupid guy trying to be SEH. turns out seriously gay but wow haha not going to care a thing about him anymore i think he pretty loves the feeling of me going to him and say -eh don't be angry- i feel like a retard. won't be a retard anymore. hands together everybody and pray for his next girlfriend (if he ever finds one).

by the way just had chem test. flunked it i'm sure i practically guessed all the answers. slacking yesterday, my fault.

zz and zl wasnt at aep today D: so lonely. and i was doing my ceramic high heel shoe ANDSHITFUCKDAMMIT A WHOLE CHUNK OF IT JUST BROKE OFF. really felt lke smashing some electronic devices e.g radio. the song it's playing is amazingly relevant. -how could this happen to me- RAH. it's the 2nd tme happens the 3rd time i'll cry.

selling earrings at $2 handmade ok anybody interested? : D

2005-07-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

mmh zouzhao lost her hp D: very sad leh thn i start t dial her number thn oh shit this number is no more. she was crying the other day leh thn she didnt tell me why! thn me and zl kept asking she just cried. i really thought she was angry w me lah! ohwell luckily she's not but unluckily she lost her phone. DON'T BE SAD ZZ : D

i really like my friends lah! they are the only ppl besides your parents who'll stand by you all the time. and they dont care whether you're ugly or not, which is not the case for boyfriends. BOYFRIENDS ARE DEAD USELESS CHUCK UP YOUR PHONE BILLS ONLY.

trying to DIY make earrings. very fun leh : D

girls whoever wants come tell me maybe i can sell you for $2 a pair : D

2005-07-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

in your eyes were once
the burning flame of love,
and now an inferno of hate.
shall i assume that you've changed
or did i spark off this thing.
do i wait for the rain to come?
for her to cool you, and drench me?
or do i...
will i...

2005-07-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

like after so many things i did
so long we've come

i found that i have been overtaken by random strangers
and you're in your paradise
should i be happy or what

i have enough reasons to hate you

2005-07-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

feeling sad now.
cuz he asked me to watch movie w him again.
which makes me feel that he's just lonely now
then when he finds some other more attractive girls
i'll finish the popcorns alone right?

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

i so do hate you.
i hope that you'll find that nobody will love you more than i did
and you'll tell me and i'll tell you that
it's too fucking late now.
i can't make you half as hurt as you made me.
cuz that kind of shit can't be measured and reversed.

and the let go thing is making me feel shit
though i don't really know who the audience is meant to be
but it reminds me of some shit

of you

and my stupid fuckass mistake. and your selfish decisions. and your lies. you don't hear from me doesn't mean that i'm alright. your presence still fills my mind. and it sucks to the end-

2005-06-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLABLAS.
im back from china! haha COUSINS ARE SO CUTE :DD!! and the things are so cheap. only the air is mmh dusty.
uploaded some pics here. in the 4th navigator (the cross on top luh). grandma is still having problem remembering stuffs. lao nian chi dai zheng. very sad leh she was a real smart professor. she asked me whether im 10 years old for >20 times and showed me how fast she can type for >20times. bought a pair of loose long pants and i have to do a lot of homework to keep mom happy cuz it causes almost $60 and it's a big number to her. 3 weeks allowance DAMN IM SO POOR. help?
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watched hide and seek on the plane and i think there's a lot of error in the story so it doesnt quite make sense. but the ending is so freaky i was thinking about it that whole afternoon. thn watched pacifier, the HAHAHAH it's damn funny. the girl is super pretty and the kids are so cute. i like the part whn the small girl asked the hunky man whether he wears a bra cuz his chest muscle was booby-like. HA HA.
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reached at around 8 yesterday. and got into some shit mood all thanks to somebody can't tell you who. but he is really a let down. i called him when i came back and the first thing he asked for was a girl's number, which pisses me off. didnt even ask whether im fine or what or say something nice first. and he sounded so excited like HEY YOU KNOW THAT SOMEBODY RIGHT! YOU KNOW SHE BLABLABLA WHATS HER NUMBER! I WANT TO PRANK CALL HER. like ok, so i asked around for her number and gave him, which in the end turns out to be a wrong number. didnt make up a number but i bet he thought i did cuz he sounded pissed. yeah and he was never pissed when others say something bad about me. whatever,

2005-06-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

we'll start this all over again
repeating like a refrain
finding back the very first
the scores of genesis in love
we're going to get caught
in the barlines of infatuation
and we'll not struggle more
while the musical goes on
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we'll end this with a note
youth it costs to wrote
looking round for what we found
in this tune without a rest
we're audiences of our own play
in this concert of ever change
and we'll still be in awe even
while the musical stops

2005-06-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

hello im back from malaysia LOL. going to china tomorrow and bringing hw over.DIE my chinese SIA is still a blank. and i flunked this whole term. just got scolded by parents yesterday. scolded like siao cuz i didnt call them when i reached singapore and they were super worried. ok im sorry. KL and penang was ok-fun. not as fun as genting luh. cuz there was cat high in genting HAHA NO LUH KIDDING. cuz we had more free time in genting. shopping in KL and penang was a real big rush.
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i hate rushing shopping D: we had like 40min for shopping once. haha havent got enough time to squeeze through the crowd luh? alright but still bought quite a lot of stuffs. 2 bags 1 shirt and pair of fake earrings. those hang hang type i think it's cute but darll said its stupid D: major heartbreak. ok nvm. the audience in penang was a little not enthu. there was this group of ah ma who kept talking while we were singing and they didnt clap haha.
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but HCI (uhh the jc one) choir rocks and the alumni choir rocks too! we're so in love with u all : D super nice. i am having a sore throat now. haha zz said im very random and WOULDNT IT BE NICE to have a random concert. i think its funny cuz she said we'll pull random ppl out of the crowd and make fun of them. which is my hobby : D dont think im serious when i say things like you think u have flamingo shirts means you can fly is it. DONT take me seriously ok im not serious.
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OK HAVE T PIA HOLIDAY HW NOW. byebye and good day : D

2005-05-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

yo sup wid da attitude ma check it out babe. k im being stupid. not in the best of mood these few days but still can be kinda crazy. and i think i'm getting hard working. : D todays maths quiz was ok! cuz i listened in class and did my work! yay but i still forgot that i could use cosine rule for one question. which means i am not talented in this area, thus i zeal to strive and do all that i can in order to succeed.
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zz and zl came t stay overnight last saturday. third time. yay i like haha. we were singing karaoke until like 1am and trying to act S.H.E. obviously failed. but we still had a great time. zz said that she felt that our friendship and coordination could not b replaced! : D happy. i think we're quite super. always doing last minute works but still do damn well in the end, not that i wanna be a yaya but i'm proud of it.
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same thinkings, same craziness. even when now we're in different classes we still feel that none of our classmates can make us feel the same uhh goodness being together! RIGHT! ZZ ZL AND SHSH I KNOW YOU'RE NOT READING THIS BUT I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME! mushy haha.

2005-05-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

victims of your uncaring
aftermath of the heart break
casualties unaccounted for
should you be standing
watching
walking away?
in this anti-war propaganda
nobody's listening

2005-05-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

crashed
blow after blow
found myself hating to love
what can i do?
shredded and stranded
somewhere between the emotions
thought i could find myself in the oceans
but i was wrong
.
numbed
break after break
found the useless part of me
taking over me
losing grip of everything
thought i've lost myself
to the places i can't ever reach
but i was wrong
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to know it heals it all
that you're there to cushion my fall
downstream reversed
against the currents
but grasping the feeling
like a rose in the snow
with you i know i'll get close
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and this time
i wouldn't be,
couldn't be wrong

2005-04-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

hey haha.I PITY MYSELF FOR MY NEGLEGIBLE AMOUNT OF DISCIPLINE.my table is back into a pile of shit!i should take a pic next time so that i can SHOCK you.VRAH.haha its FRIDAY.i love fridays.watched chs-rgs chinese debate finals today.BOTH ARE GOOD LAH BUT IM THE BEST.HAHA JUST KIDDING.ok congrats to both for entering finals.uhh then of cuz after that me and zz stayed the longest at the tea reception place.half talking cock half eating cakes.no half eating cakes one quarter talking cock ONE QUARTER GETTING FAT.or more.ohwell haha

WALKATHON TOMORROW MAN.haha IM SO EXCITED TO SEE PONG OUR CLASS MASCOT/SHUTTLECOCK! : D haha i have a feeling that i would b nice!im gna take pics with pong man!HAHA pong pong the class mascot!

2005-04-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

i never did know you inside out
you were covered by clouds
i am looking at you all times
but you were all out of my sight

doves gave you my letters
do you feel my love?
down on earth i couldn't tell
what's happening above

'cause you are in heaven
somewhere i don't belong
oh my angel, how i pray
that you'll sing me a song

and you'll take me along

2005-04-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

tide to tide you change.
dragging away things as you leave,
pushing me sorrow as you come.
but love still danggles,
between the ripples,
as time erodes me, slow.

breeze to breeze you change,
overwhelming me with sensation,
yet leaving me cold.
but feelings can't be blown away,
though the wind would never stay,
as sand blind me, slow.

time to time you change.
but the ocean never changes,
and the landscape's all the more same,
that's the way i love you.
gullibly yet consciously,
i fell in love with the ocean,
together with her beautiful waves.

2005-04-20T09:58:00.000+08:00

yay blogging in school now with the only com which is able to access to blogskins and blogs.WHICH IS THE ONE IN MY CLASS yeah three thirteen rocks-was talking on the phone last night w jonchua and his friend steph.HAHA she sounds sexy w the sore throat.i didnt know theres such a cool thing and so many people can talk on the phone together luh!and then some other guys came along to talk and there's a funny pussy belonging t one of em which purred a lot.HAHA we were lke asking him how do u make the cat miao thn he said something lke stroke the pussy LOL.think more to that hah!

went t throw javeline at chinese high earlier on yesterday.i mean hwachung institution-HAHA anyway i did shitty.i have no idea how to throw luh so it's just for fun.the javeline kept swinging.however it did stick into the ground!though the distance is really not glorious to talk about luh.
ok byebye

2005-04-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

on the artery of your memory
you find her shadow
hovering over
you feel cold in the shade
in her unknowing look

on the artery of your memory
you find her light
beaming down
you feel heat in the grace
in her unknowing eyes

2005-04-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

decided to be a little more organized, but found it a hard thing to do. cuz damn im still a stupid person with a pea sized brain. i drew on my file upside down. and on the wrong side. bought a pair of roxy slippers haha its gold in color and kenneth wasnt happy w it, cuz he said its old fashioned : P but i think it's nice. haha choosing between that and the white one with the red pokka-dots. been a not bad day besides having t see SOME of those most stupid teachers in school.

well conductor ms lim talked to us today. told us we sounded good : D haha yeah not gna say more!

AND FOR BAND GIRLS, CONGRATULATIONS FOR THE GOLD THOUGH YOU ALL HAD HIGHER EXPECTATIONS. WELL THE WAY YOU ALL PLAY THE NATIONAL ANTHEM IS SUPER NICE ALREADY I BELIEVE YOU ALL ROCKED ON STAGE. AND CONGRATULATIONS CHINESE DANCE FOR GOLD WITH HONOURS. GOOD LUCK FOR CHINESE ORCHESTRA, STRING ENSEMBLE AND THEATRE. AND TO MODERN DANCE, HOPE YOU DID WELL TODAY.

2005-04-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

felt that i've found my mother's shadow in myself. beginning to know why she told me she broke out in sweat at night thinking about me. starting to know how it feels to have somebody who doesn't appreciate things you do, even if you are doing everything for him. everything, anything. cuz you love him and you can't choose not to. i have been letting her down. i have been shouting back to her and im such a bad daughter.

well i thank God that i realized all this. and thank Him for calming me down so i can think even if im breaking down. my mom's love for me is so much like the way i feel towards him. you don't have to know who. you do everything for him he appreciates some. and when he's feeling low he vents his anger on you. when he's afraid he call up other people. he keeps things away from you. he lies. he leave you breaking down in the middle of orchard road. he does things without thinking about your feelings. he's rude and you hate his behaviour.

but when he tells you that he loves you everything else disappears. doesn't matter how much things you have to endure before you see him smile at you, again. its like everything you did for him paid. and that feeling is so nice. yet you have to be prepared for another blow, sooner or later and u may bleed twice as much. but you believed that he`ll change. he's young. he's changing and you will the one changing him.

have been more patient and tolerant. once again thanking God for giving me control of myself. haven't been attending church but have been talking t Him quite often. had doubts about God, wondered if He exists. but at least if i know that someone is giving me moral support anywhere anytime and holding me up in one piece no matter what...

2005-04-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

NANYANG GIRLS HIGH CHOIR CLINCHED GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF CENTRAL JUDGING.i am surprised and impressed abt how we got ourselves up again so quickly.FOR THE OTHER CCAs WHOSE SYF IS COMING UP, IF YOU FEEL LOUSY, PIAH HARD IT WORKS.we were super lousy a week before syf.we get random big scoldings.so we had sectionals every day during lunch and pushed ourselves.and it paid.

IM DAMN HAPPY.I THINK CHOIR IS NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL.my attendance is bad so hv t go every practice so that my cca points wdnt get deleted.

fever now.sneezing like crazy and for some strange reasons my right ear feels itchy inside.

2005-04-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey im updating : D im stressed and slacking less. kelvin tan the geog teachers wants t see my mum. and im not going t let him see my mum! his ass shakes while writing on the whiteboard i guess his pants is generally too fitting. i`ve lost interest in geog. his lessons are boring. mmh.

am trying hard to come out with designs for the Nanyang Festival of Arts tshirt/poster/postcard. SO NANYANG GIRLS PLEASE LEAVE THE NAME OF YOUR FAVORITE COLORS AT MY TAGBOARD. mao im working! : D

`ve been slping late at night and in class. and getting dizzy on buses. i think my body is going t spoil. having some problems but i dont want t tell u! old pehpehs on the street gave me AIDS. haha kidding.

ok writing the lyrics for project work song.wish me luck for it. wish choir luck for SYF. GET GOLD AND GET POINTS. ok not only points. MORE COMBINES LESS SECTIONALS. MORE COMPETITION LESS SECTIONALS STILL. : D ok less crap. WE CAN MAKE IT OK.

byeeee-

2005-03-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

ok i know its been quite a while after OBS.and im talking about it now.IT IS FUN! (: but i paid lke quite a BIG price.OK LETS START FROM THE START!

day 1-

quite sleepy in the morning cuz i slept at lke 1am.and woke up at 5.30am.FOUR AND HALF HOURS ONLY HAHAHA I DIDNT REALIZE UNTIL I TYPED IT JUST NOW.-says WHOU lke candyshop song-okok anyway, we went t take bus and blah and reached ubin.i was carrying a huge yellow bag so i looked quite stupid.but nvm.thn i was in the watch called cousteau.HAHA some french explorer I THINK.we got our instructor, whose name is TKC.tan kim chuan.not sure bout the spelling.

he is burly and black!haha and looks quite cute luh.WITH A 5 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER AND A 33 YEAR OLD mmh SELF.owell.haha he`s nice.he cook curry chicken rice.really.

thn we went t try kayak-ing.THE MUD IS SUPER SUCKING.so yuwei and shanti lost their shoes to monster mud.but mine is tighty mighty cuz my feet is big :D

kayaking is damn fun!but i was on the single kayak.cuz we only had 15 ppl.so the unpopular me was lke left alone.HAHA nahh its cuz im so noble luh!

but doing it alone is easier t control.just that u have t keep on paddling, and cannot slack, or you`ll b in the middle of the sea alone.its was super tiring!had t twist twist wrist alot so the lower part of the arm is totally aching by the end of the day i cant even open my water bottle.damn.the worst thing was the rescue thing.

i was alone so i had t push the boat myself and swim from place to place.and the stupid life-vest killed me.killer-vest.it was lke floating seriously and pushing my head up.thn i had t do a koala thingie which was lke swinging your legs up on one side of the capsized kayak to let the water flow out from the cockpit.i did that 3 times each side.so 6 times in total.cuz i failed t get up for 3 times.and the boat cap-ed 3 times.cuz nobody was holding t the single kayak cuz im alone.so the ppl who were rescue-ing me, yunning and silvia, was lke shouting BLOODY YANGGE at me.HAHA esp silvia.-hereby says sorry-

and that was abt it.bath, pitch tent, SLEEP.

day 2-
woke up at lke 7am to get ourselves wet in muddy water.jetty jump haha it was a really not very high jetty.so it was less fun thn expected.and cant do funny actions.SAW A JELLYFISH!its SO cute!white color and swimming at neglegible speed.medium size and lying horizontal near the surface of the sea.cute :D ok so we got real dirty in the morning.and thn we played some grass and wind game.and thn we went t climb things.and we learnt belaying ppl.I LKE T BELAY PPL.the thing we climbed first was quite short and easy peasy.so finished it quite quickly before we head f the REAL HIGH ELEMENT.rock wall haha.not inclined.and real high and pretty. angel the cute girl climbed it amazingly fast luh!and claire and melissa, kaiyi and lots of other ppl.so im around the worst i climbed lke a short distance past the red line, only.embarrassing luh.HAHA it was BURNING HOT.but we didnt stay for TOO long.round 2hrs.so not that bad yet.and thn, we went back and packed all our stuffs into this REALLY heavy bag.damn, it kills.thn we carried that whole piece of shit on our backs to another camp site.near the CHALET which the residential peeps stay in.HAHA and we had nice food that day. THEN AT NIGHT SHIRLYN FOUND THIS DAMN BIG AND FAST MOVING BROWN WORM ON MY BAG WE WERE FREAKED OUT LKE SIAO.thn heroinic me took a stick and let it climb up.damn it had strong biceps it CLUNG on tight.haha anyway thats about it i didnt get sandfly bites!dunno why.haha ok good night for day2. :D

day 3-
went for a nice breakfast w beehoon.haha thn we went to climb high elements again.but this time i did it and i reached the top!HAHA so im not that lousy after all.the first wan i was doing w tian wei didnt work out very well.OH DAMN TO BE CONTINUED.GOTTA SLEEP.

FCK BLOGGER IM GOING CRAZY NOW.I JUST FINISHED TYPING EVERYTHING AND IT TOLD ME T SIGN IN AGAIN AND EVERYTHING WAS GONE.IM SO FREAKING ANGRY NOW IM NOT GOING T TYPE IT AGAIN.

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2005-03-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

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2005-02-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

stop complaining about my not updating the blog luh EILEEN.haha i lke to be cruel t you.some ppl r turned on by that.

she is a regular customer t my blog.
she never buys a damn.
she complains a lot.
she is my classmate.
she is featured inside here very often.
she is being shouted at very often.
she is not my dream girl.
she is not even my dream friend.
she is trying hard to make me her friend.
she failed in doing so.
she is EILEEN.

give her a round of applause it brings a certain amount of hope and joy to her.do it reluctantly but still, do it.clap now.

2005-02-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

yuck im having a headache.ME AND ZEEZEE PRODUCED A DAMN PRETTY SHIRT!WE MADE IT OURSELVES MAN ITS LIMEGREEN AND HOTPINK.DAMN BOMBAST LIMEGREEN LONG SLEEVE WITH A FLOWERY LIGHT PINK LONG LACING AND A HOT PINK SKIRT SEWN BELOW.its real nice really haha im gna take some neoprints w it.omgg damn fun.

AND i tell you what.we had syf rehearsal at singapore conference hall tday.i was tired lke shit i nearly became a pool of mud.and i was having this dumb headache which happens monthly you know whats that luh.no fever just headache.damn sucky PLUEH.

give me waterrr-

2005-02-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

it is only until the day
when the sun rises
from the other side of earth
that you`ll love me forever-

loving something forever is just an impossible dream.faith is not the thing that promises can promise.so what if there is a promise.so what if i break a promise?nothing happens besides breaking another person`s heart.

we are moving in a cycle now.you break your promise i`ll break mine too.it will all turn out to be so wrong that we shall never be together.because i broke my promise once, you break your promises all the time.what was the reason behind?it is all about revenge.can we ever tolerate a broken promise and leave our hearts to break in silence?we can never.so what is a promise of love forever?is it just something that you will use to threaten to break when i go against you?is love just a reward for faithfulness?where would faithfulness come without love?if you break your promise because i broke mine, lets leave each other forever.

no promises, no heartbreak

2005-01-30T10:34:00.000+08:00

on this sunday morning!mmh chewing bubble gums now.bought them in china its really not soft and my teeth r gg t break soon.wOuLd yOu MiNd iF i tAlK lKe tHaT?i BeT yOu FeeL aPpaLLeD.

k im not appalling at all.so i do not type lke that and yuhh im on this ikea chair again.my browser finally worked and im RATHER happy.though it shuts down automatically quite often.had choir workshop at fairfield sec ystd.and we sang lke something worse than shit and tYpInG lKe tHiS.i think ms lim is angry.but whatever not as if she`s not angry any other day.TKGS sopranos r SLIGHTLY weak i think its not the full attendance.cuz the other time they were really not bad.

we nearly stopped half way in one song and i didnt sing that part.so dfifclut.have t clap.my hands and mouth cannot co-ordinate properly.haha so i decided t clap cuz if i dont it will be so obvious.

i like grace!haha i dislike eileen cuz i know she will read this.EILEEN-I DISLIKE YOU HAHAHAH.kk just kidding have a nice day and beware of eileen!

2005-01-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

heyy im updating my blog now.im no more beatles/madonna or U2!haha mmh selamat hari raya haji to all muslim friends.thanks for the holiday.i`m going t b a good girl this year.i`ll hand up work ok!haha even if it`s copied i`ll still hand up.and i`ll fill up my file though there will be lots of blank paper and unsigned test papers inside to make it look thick!im going t unopen my handphone t save money though i`m sure the bills are >100 now.but still-

im feeling hyperr now i want t jump.

i hate this ikea chair its wheel came off.i am dumb now i cant talk.which means i cant sing which means i dont have t go f choir tmrw!haha which is not so bad a thing.been eating breakfast and skipping lunch to save money and spend fats!new year resolution is to prosPURR.im crazy somebody gv me co-nuts to make me co-nut cuz im nuts now.HAHA TAKE CARE AND prosPURR!

2004-12-31T17:54:00.000+08:00

hey ppls!nice t be back blogging haha URRMM.schools reopening!new class haha 313 its not gep for your information.its non-ip.ayeh lke the cutoff was 65 i was 63!LOL anything luh my fault anyway but i lke this class!

huizhen cat jinn cheryl huihong and NEWLY ADDED-KAIHUI HAHA.congrats she appealed f lke 4 tmes i think.took geog specially t get here.clap f the spirit.

HAHA was reading joyluckclub until dont koe why i found myself slping :

yesterday was a bit weird.i was calling kenneth and he sounds lke WHAT LUH FASTER SAY.then i was lke what-ever?I GIVE EU BACK YOUR RING LETS BREAK UP MAN DONT WASTE TIME TAKE IT LUH.then he took the ring.then i was regretting HAHA lke i think im having moodswing now dingdongdie i dont koe what im doing.haee so i called him up when i went tiongbahru plaza t renew bus concession thinggy.he was there too searching f shoeback and uhh fabric paint?so i offered t help him find hurhurr.then what?

patched-

fast?haha dad and mum buying BBQribs now ITS SO NICE LOH.go try!some dont koe what brand.i tell eu all when i koe HAHA.its real nice when its chaotahh-!

((: SUDDENLY ZOUZHAO STYLE BYEBYE NOW

BYEBYE

2004-11-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

i hate euu.euu know who euu are-

2004-10-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

WAYANG KULIT SHOW!

ended!yayy LOL.ppl frm urrmmm dno wadd sch called sth lke regent sec came andd watch?whole 80+ of `em were yawningg the freak out of their brains but cannot blame them.come all the way watch to nanyangg watch a 20min shadow show?if its me i`ll die there LOL.

AM DNG VOICINGS((:

funn HAHA.act tamil ppl!tamil accent english rules!

haha its nuhbadd i fink.quuiiiite funny laa yaa-HAHA suu was pinching me all the way duringg the show to mk me get into character!pinch my legg haha.USEFUL MANN.

thn had choral night rehearsal.our show is on friday* COME SUPPORT US OKAYYYE.euu know we`v put in hell lot of effort.did we?HAHA no.last minute wk.but its stilll damn funnny so lke PLEASE COME.and come on monday** too!buy our pineapple tarts and cookies ok!((:

*friday:5/11

**monday:1/11

dun be freaked out by the ending.LAX DUN DIE LAUGHING.

or frozen haha.

2004-10-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

IM BLACK NOW.

LOL.no redd.sunburnn yayyh-netta`netball and softball interclass tournament ytd.our grp is quite not badd in netball.but darn lack luck.aww lost to dno whch klass urrr.. 209?cuz we draw draw draw evrythingg so draw lots.they won.we`r out.

stupps unfair.must as well just hv lucky draw.

was rainingg during netball tme.thn stopped somewhere in the middle.our the other team so lost to 203.AGAIN?LOL nvm.THANKS FOR THE GAME.shk hands ok! ((:

softball tme sun was madd shining.lied down on the pathment and suntan.my leggs r blacker now.happys!open eyes thn everything turned blue.go try it nxt tme.

mmm.sian bored-ing now.

someone send me music.BAHHHH BYEBYE.THINK A NAME FOR ZZ`s NEW BABY BROTHARR OKAYYE.

2004-10-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

in school agn-

I AM NOT WAITING FOR KENNETH.

haha.he spoils ppl`s mood.he say we`ll go sentosa today.he say meet at ny busstop at 1.30.he say bring hm clothes.WHATEVER.just did as told

and he say he hv trng.he say trng is half an hour only.he say he hv briefing or whatever shit at 4.00 later.and yarrr.everything is wadd he say right.so i was lke happy for nothing?

wasted my prayers for good weather.

if he told me evrythingg earlier i wun even hv to bring bag today.stupee-

so im lke so f cking sian now im sorrry laa but I AM PISSED.he dont ever know how to sms me to tell me things.so i was lke dunno whether to wait or what or go out widd zhuli.he called me three times and i was so lke surrounded by tchrs how the hell am i supposed to answer?so he just gave up and hang up and forget about contacting me.forget that there`s sth called SHORT MESSAGE SERVICE can.idiots.

dahh im pissed i`LL read my book.I AM NOT WAITING FOR HIM IN THE LIBRARY NOW OK.im passing tme and getting aircon.OK-

come back tmr pls-

2004-10-10T11:13:00.000+08:00

mm.feel lke holidayy.though exam is lke still goin on.dun wanna mugg LAA.

maths and aep left.maths is lame loh.karn they put paper 1+2 together?and aep also.thn we can start slackingg on tuesdayy.((:

OHYAR.ending of exams means startingg of practice.huhhh thats not attractive-its a bit sickk standing there for hours and sing.ok if euu are frm choir too and euu are reading this--pls dun scoldd me ok.thats my opinion.

waitingg for pinkday to launch.LOL.wanna come?will be mass going out in pink.hvnt decide on the date yet.anybody interested please tagg and i`ll inform euu whn the date is confirmmed ok! ((:

2004-10-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

nehh.LIT TEST.

dunno what to write ferr it.IM NOT CONFIDENT ABOUT THIS TEST.wasnt confident for any test.
anyway.

HAHA.din write a lot ehh.hands dun feel tired.going to frunkk it.blehh.

anyway went to the dentist today.dr wong`s still chio but still bit impatient.got new retainers.yuckk.h8s retainers.i karn talkk properly with it.ohno.is I KARN CHALK PROPERLY.

i wann goldenpoker chocolates ! is so nice. ((:

2004-10-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

yay can blogg finally.

was at 7-11 todayy.got real pissed widd a salesman at the counter.bought a pack of nachos and the machine ran out of cheese.so theres this indian man who went to change cheese.i was late for tuition and i asked the chinese man can refund me not.thn he was lke "ni yao zou jiu ba ta diu diao lah!na li ke yi mai le dong xi li ke jiu you de` (you wan to go then throw that away lah,how can euu expect to buy something thn get it immediately)

i had this immediate reaction so fast i din realise wadd i said until i said it.i was lke muttering
`f cker` quite loudly I SCARED MYSELF WIDD THAT.

kenn was bside me.he stoned diao HAHA

wells anw they FINALLY got on widd the cheese and everythingg.and i went tuition.TOOK BACK THE TOILET KEYS OMG.IM SO SCLEWED

2004-09-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

longg time nvr blogg.com at hm karnn open blogger and its holidayy so no chance to blogg.HAHA lots of thinggs to write thn now i fergot.mmm--haii din listen to huijinn`s advice andd write them dwn in notepadd.)):

in schh com lab now.huizhen andd kaihweee shoutingg at computer screen HAHA.`RIGHT! LEFT!! LEFT!` HAHA veryy amusingg. HELLO--says huizhen.--YANGGE LOVES GWEN. NOT ME!! ><*--the end. haha.huizhen type wann.HAHAHHA ZEEZEE MAKINGG A FLASH MOVIE VERYY COLOURFUL!!!! super funnyy xDD.VERYY CHIO HAHAHA.mark oliver shone surely give her full mark for entertainment.HAHAHA.

ate lots of breakfast.dun feel lke eatingg recess now.must go to level 1 so troublesome.-__-

kkk.have to eedit some urgent stuffs.ZEEZEE SCOLDD LIAOAS$G%Yb uo;
\yiuu see. HAHAE&I(HELPP!!!

2004-08-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

din win the prize ferr the qianni that poem recital thingg!!

LOL is okayye de lohh. cuz we practisedd fer lke two days only. stayed over the night bfore at qianni`s hse. FURRY FLOOR IN HER ROOM! ((: HAHA veryy cute-- yarr her dad`s drawinggs are pro too!-- so we practiced lke siao. me andd suu danced lahh and qianni reads the poem. veryy tiredd -____- lurvv her whole meal bread. ate three HEEHEE-- couldntt figure out wadd costume i shd were loh. thn qianni andd suu andd qianni`s mum started putting tons of cloth on me and i sweat lke madd. so yarr bath n brush n flushh n ate supper. [ MILK!! ((: ] -- and we were forced to slp at 10.30- damnn cold at nite. thn i woke up in the middle of the night n toldd qianni `WO HEN LENGGGG` thn she threw me a BIT of blanket. ABIT! haha and i hugged that the whole night. suhui woke up sneezingg lke madd!!

yar thn we went ferr competition. and aiyahhh abit lazyy to elaborate lehh-- reached chs at 2.20 and waitedd till 2.45 until the two siu-zehh appeared. LOL thn waited n waited n w--- and rehearsedd and all that. thn suhui`s mum treated us at POOL SIDE RESTAURANT HAHAHHAHA-- got 15% discount cuz herr mum`s frm MOE. ate black pepper beef noodles. shdd b called beef noodle black pepper lohh. cuz theres tonns of black pepper. COUGH `krmmkrmm`-- yar and kenn came to watch.

ohyarr n there`s this stupid small bandd of pple coming out after all the competitors. and they are LAME. 1oo% ehh. theyy were singging this cursed song widd a cursed name of dunnno WAD. and it went lkee.. MELON!! --melon (echo). LEMON!! --lemon. PAPAYA!! --papaya. BANANA!! --banana. CUZ I LURV FRUITS ANDD VEGETABAS! LOL and theres this other cursed song which goes lke.. SWEEEEET potato.the softness of yiorr skin. and the tenderness within.. WOOO sweeeeet potato. -_______- urrrmmm. kayye lame. any other commentss?

thn they announced the results. the MC askedd `any guesses?` andd i shouted TIME`S TIDE!! ( our item ) andd evrybodyy just turnn over and saw this siao chabohhh in black torkinng on the phone HAHAHHA. and the MC readd a blahhh cursed name of an item whichh is not time`s tide. but we were prepared. ((:

ahhsorryy ((:

budden my mum called me whn it ended n they say they are coming to fetch me I KARN GO BACK WIDD HIM!! LOL sorrrrrrry xDD- he keep calling me `bad peepo` and dao me lke madd. run up pull his shirt he shake me off. BLEHHHH-- yar SORRY. kenn you can throw me a bombb now )):

bit disappointed but-- ITS OKAYYYE ((:

2004-08-18T13:51:00.000+08:00

headache!! )):

aiyahhh science test tml. dun feel lke studyingg. really hving a headache. aches!! pain lohhh.. lke somebodyy bangingg and SHAKING it. dizzayye! went to tuition still. despite the pain. cuz if i dun go i`ll fail worse tml-- karnn tahan in the end. went off an hour earlier-- wonderingg if im bleeeding in ma brains!! heard mum say her fwendd died liddat. brain bleed. DIEEE-!!

freakayye--

okayye so went back home n sleeep lke a pigg ((: sleeping so nice! forget evrythingg and just dream ((: slpt ferr more thn 2 hours i fink. thn woke up and watch susilo .vs. ponsana- sus lost lohh.. dunno wad he`s doing. bit sadd- the thailand guyy is shuai!!! xia dao abit-- why he lost!? lke not much hope in other events le-- last hope now is lke. `POOF` . gone--

yarr thn watched guiness world recs. TONS OF MICE!! ji duo ji duo. yiu look at one thn is chao cute lohh. light brown mice. not ugli black wans.. thn they are lke.. furry small and fat! but theres lke TONS of mice there. flowing lke waterr-- so a bit lke.. scaryy- LOL

wrote a songg. chinese song ((: about this person falling in lurvv wid a star--

2004-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

dad was angryy just now! cuz i dun wanna playy piano. adults are veryy weirdd!! he saydd.. why yiu dun lke piano?? say so if yiu really dun lke. so i sayy.. yarr i dun lke. im forced and i karn pon piano exam and I-HATE-THIS. and he got real angryy. lke since yiu dun wan me to say that i dun lke piano thn why did yiu tell me to say so if i dun lke?! purposely cuz dilemma ferr me-

anywayy using new wallet finally. white quiksilver wan. wid the cute black QUiKSiLVer words on it LOL. and bright red logos flyingg ((: same as kenneth wann so take bus lke ji impact HAHA. just that his wallet is more greyish+yellowish . LOL yarr. and shuui put my wallet on the FLOOR! on a pile of dust HAHAHHA. badd shuui!! scold scold HAHA-

now i wan to JIAN FEI.!! cuz yang zi (JUNIOR!!) say whn she first saw me she finkk im fat. raahhh-- HAHA okayye lohh aniwayy very fun ((: evrydayy take carolyn`s blue cutecute bottle fill it widd water n lift it 400times each arm HAHAHAH. budden the bottle kindd of light. not much weight. so lke not real useful liddat but i fink can workk at least urmmm.. a little? LOL--
tryy not to eat recess unless im dyingg of hunger. eat fruit!! ((: but i lazy to buyy lei HAHA. walk down just to buy a pineapple. hen lei lehhh HAHA--

finishing wayangkulit thingg soon i fink. hope so.. driving me and zeee and zhu ~~crazy~~ le. stay back stay back DRAW PAINT CARVE. alamakk lke hell. do ferr SOOOO long le hvnt finish!! ~~wayangwayangwayang~~ grrrruhh- budden i fink we did it quite well! rather prettaye leii.. really not prouding loh- ((:

k lahh bit sian liao. go n readd cheryll`s blogg. find it ji amusingg HAHA. siao siao little girll writes siao siao stuffs. anti-sian HAHA. and to cheryll: YIOR HAIR IS NOT CHOU--

2004-08-17T08:59:00.000+08:00

heee- in com lab threee doing time trial. DOWN WITH POP-CLASSICAL ROCKS HAHHHAHHA. thats the title. wrote three paragraphs andd dun feel lke continuing writingg it. think its both ok. music only mahh-- nothing to discriminate about lohh.

OMG BELL RANG -- tobecontinuedd ((:

2004-08-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

cold winds crunching the leaves
and they fell like a shake of orange
and the wind blows as quicking as time flows
and soon the tree is bare

like spring was over
and summer was gone
the times when love was in the air
just passed away with every sunrise and sunset

love is becoming a history
and the links between us became an unknown mystery
the last leave is hanging on with its little finger
and we don`t even make an effort to pull through winter

2004-08-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

maybe it is the fear
that leaving will not solve the problem
how am i suppose to foretell
whether there are stars in other places?

maybe it is the fear of taking another wrong step
the fear of bearing another stab
or maybe it is like the mystery that i love you
i cant find a valid reason to leave

2004-08-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

yarr okayye wid kenn now- but still findd it little hardd to tell him i lurvv yiu- aniwayy thnks for those people who showed their concern LOL- cheered meeh up alortt. thnks xinying+zee+kengwei ((:

yesterdayy night this whole bunchh of dad`s fwendd came. terrorised my hse. some vehh unfwendlyy!! went out and sayy hi to them they totally look away- )): yarr so i went back to my room and chat- thn soon zijingg started terrorizing my com- alone and nothingg to do! haii-- resorted to playing wid my mom`s phone. take pics of myselff for funn HAHA- hardd to aim sia- thn damn ~~blurr~~ liddat -__-

did maths in the morning- blogg- tok- slack- LOL doing crapp loh- urrmmm. ate noodles for breakfast?

happy birthdayy singapore ((:

2004-08-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

unstable wid kenn now. fink he`s ego. damn beeg ego-- pissed off by that seriously lohh. lke walk pass mirror must look in and admire yi xia. irritating sia- answer my phone wid a chao impatient tone lke.. `wad? quickly sayy` lke. kayyye. why so pissed? diao.-- declare break up thn he say dun wan. sayy givim last chance. lke how many last chances yiu wan? gwodd- budden dun wanna break up leii.. dilemma. with him = SAD. without him = SAD. now what?

doing nothingg now LOL- totally slackin` dad`s fwens outside now. LOTS OF `EM-- dun wan go out. they dun even care to look at mee- fine. dun look- damn sian. 5dayys of slackism. on msn fer whole dayy liao. LOL. back crazyy aching. HELPP!! morning went to meet kenn at tiong plaza- din really wan to. his popo was wid him.. and i hv to act as if im darn happy to see him. but im not. feel sick. fink he lkes other pple. but of cuz he wun say so. dun care liao. if he wanna jio some other pple thn go lohh. aniwaee love wun be the same forevaah- naive pple believe that it will. use to be naive. )):

haii-- he gave mee this watch. though i din take it. dun wanna take his things. aniwaee its quite chou. lke pink n blue n white stripes. URRRMM-- gave it back tiu him. he was kinda sadd but.. okayye who cares? totally unhugging him. dun wan to hugg back- abit badd i know. vehh sadd lahh-- lke why i lke him in the 1st place??? i dun understand at all--

tell me?

2004-08-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

kenn bought meeh a quiksilver wallet as pei chang MUAHAHAHAHAH.. very piao niang nehh--

2004-08-01T11:38:00.000+08:00

celebrating ms lim`s bir`dae in the morning with the choir. aniwae for those who nvr read my blog.. ms lim is our conductor k. yarr so we were in the music room- and celine was playing a note and we will do horrible warm-ups whn ms lim comes in. we did REAL horrible warm-ups lorhh.. totally off tune HAHA-- to scare ms lim mahh xD. yarr thn we practiced singing and harmonizing and jazzing the `happy birthdayy` song and whn ms lim cames in.. we do horrible warm-ups. thn sing brithday song. thn take out the fake cake to scare her LOL. its a cheappo $2.oo butter cake yoo see in those bread shops HAHA- so ms lim was lke.. HUH? thats the cake huh..? thn we took out da real cake which is sth lke a hot-air balloon. those qian ceng gao. i h8... the taste sucks HAHA. so i nvr eat. aniwae i karnn eat cuz its for the sec4s and ms lim. sec4s li hai lohh.. zhaii loh.. best loh dia0--

k so i went off at 12.30- went to find my wallet wid ken. cuz we switched wallets and he lost my wallet on the bus. thn he was lke damn sadd-- and im so good i never scold him (: lost his credit cards n ez-link and blablabla and my neoprints -_________- LOL bdn cannot ask him to pei chang lahh rite. ji badd liddat. so we went buona vista mrt station find. budden karn find leii.. sadd diao- he`s going to lose beeeg money liao. and the wallet is he give me wann-- so OMG he will lose lke.. $100+ so chumm.

hope he finds it. if not he will hv to pei chang me a wallet cuz can dun hv neoprint cannot dun hv wallet. k lah g2g piano liao- alamak hvnt do theory!! BYEBYEE

2004-07-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

2004-07-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

walao.. lke ji ji ji ji ji longg nvr blogg liao-- no more shou shi lu liao lahh. evrybody mus b lke sian diao n come here n the date forever is lke.. 29june. 29june. 29june. 29june. blablabla HAHA-- sorry lorhh-aniwaee my life jii sian-- fa dou LOL. wad was i doing todayy.. urmm went fer art lesson in da mornning- work up at 8.15 n lesson starts at 9.00- bdn late oso nvr so i slp slp on.. reached there at lke 9.15 and din hv breakfastt! drew a beeg plant. watercolor (: LOL watercolor rawkks-- lke verii peaceful liddat. waterry (: today draw de lke not very niice-- duno why i feel its not niice- ji guai .

thn went to hv lunch at kap- theres this stupid gerll at the counter called chris. SUCKS TO CHRIS. she lke attitude prob- wanted two double ham ONLY for me andd zz and she said.. `$5.40 please` thn i ws lke.. WAD? two double ham only you know.. thn it was just 3.90-- thn zz asked for another apple pie n she was lke.. $1.70- and zz said huh.. why $1.70? and zat stupid christ was saying.. `dun so kua zhang lehh` feel lke bian-ing her lohh.. took damn shit long to giv us our things n we were rushing to go fer choirr- rite to her boss siao--

so met ken after choir and went tiong plaza see whether got caps he can buy-- saw this pwetty dark brown converse bagg (: he lke the adidas cap wid the three stripes runnin` dwn in front bdn i fink its not nice. yar n blablabla.. he bought this cute little aloe vera plant LOL- keaii. and yar went hm i.. i blogged here now (:

2004-06-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok writing for last time. the concert was damn fun urr yesterday!!! HAHAHHAHAA.. its long before ytd budden im riting for 26.june so.. ok yesterday (: it was generally succesful.. went off early from sch.. went off b4 recess HAHA.. go n slack n `so-call PREPARE`. had lunch and we took a bus to VCH. found ms lim n st-nickss. they were doing warm-ups. thn we had a beeg rehearsal. messy messy in da beginning. thn blablabla did warm-ups practice 5 songs did the musical and carnival and yarr... time passed quite fast. a bit nervous cuz i doing one kind-of lead dance. not the only wann in front budden its wid less pple and in the middle of the stage doing different things from the rest. yarr.. thn made a bit of mistakes during rehearsal.. pple still luff at meeh HAHAHHAHAHAHA.. im so zhaii- LOL

thn we changed into a stupid ELASTIC [yuck i hate tight teenie-weenie elastic white clothes] shirt+jeans. thn i was doing my lion-dance in that and a crown+a cloak. so err.. tcher say i look indecent. ROLLEYES!!! i so decent.. diao--- ostrich tcher.. so i pulled down my cloak unt`l cover ma upper bodyy... walao.. thn look veh disgustin` like a grannyy. `huhuhuhuu-` LOL yarr.. bdn no choice.

aft the rehearsals n run-thru and dinner and BLABLABLA we waited along the corridor. pple going into the hall slowlyy. ms lim was a bit pissed cuz we were rather noisy. shouted at us a little.

thn ewrything went on smoothly on the whole. we still sang lke indians in `lonely-goatherd` song.. we still scooped in `ave-maria` song.. but ms lim still smiled. if she dun we will kena pressurize thn push hard thn go out of tune. nychoir pattern... HAHA. da finale was damn fun. me n zz playing lke mad at the back. so hao wan!! HAHAHAHHAH.. lke cwazyy gerlls. turning n scratching n jumping LOL. sang the finale AGAIN for encore.. ms lim said its supposed to be `somewhere out there` budden duno y we still sang finale. heckcaree-

so aft tt i asked ken bac into the hall cuz he left liao budden tcher still debriefing us. so he came in lke a little boy n started playing wid my crown. -___(-) thn we went hm together.. quite a lot of seniors saw us but nvm.. seniors oso surrounded by boyss WURDD. (: priscilla gave me a pink flowerr and kenn gave me a redd wann!! rose haehae.. happayy!! we were lke racing at the bus stop HAHA. wanted to c how much faster thn me he can run. quite a lot faster bdn its reasonable. if he run slower or same as me he muz as well go jump dwn. LOL thn went to new hse. he`s living in oppo. blk. went hm. drank sum choc milk. and SLEEP. and thats all- fergot wad i dreamt about (:

2004-06-27T10:34:00.000+08:00

at my dad`s office now.. asked him bring me here cuz home computer spoil budden i need da com to finish my superstition essayy cuz i meiyou idea of a lot of superstitions. and another reason is to play lahh LOL. since he not around then i blogg!! tt time called up suhui to ask her sumthings thn she scold me one hundred years never update my blogg. or mebbey she mean a few hundredss xD. okayhh aniwae.. school reopening tml. SAAAADDDDDD!! dun wan go school. budd tml may be fun cuz we having concert!! NANYANG GIRLS` HIGH SCHOOL CHOIR IS HAVING A CONCERT!! `a comedyy. HAHA` not comedy lahh.. dun fink it will b amusing enarff. fink it will come out quite lousyy man.. din hv much practice.. alamakk-- im doing the first dance fer the finale xD. acting a LION TRALALALALALLAA LOL. seniors dunno wad i doing cuz tcher say be fierce then i be fierce thn seniors sitting beside me laugh hysterically and ask me `SHARON WAD YOU DOING HAHHHAHAHHAHHAHhhahahahhha....` -_____________- try my best liao loh. karn change my face not my problamm. :) i know you all sure never go and watch wann! I KNOW YOU ALL DE PATTERN!! ask you go concert thn notime-nomoney-gothomework-parentsdunallow-mondaycannotgooutlate-havetosleep-gotperformance-gotdating-gottournament-gotcompetition-gotsyf-gotyouthday-christmasday-chinesenewyear-vesakday-DUAN`WU`FESTIVAL-RIGHT? so zhaii lohh. i fink i oni know that the only person who might be reading my blogg and going to the concert is kenneth TADDAAARRH. cryy-

--wah arm stamina no more liao last time type for three hours no problem wann now just typed for half hour then pain pain liao..--

aniway im moving tomorrow! im moving everydayy HAHA hen lame im not rabbit. urrrrr.. EEE SO LENG. yarrr my room ok liao. veh chio xD. lavendarr color. `heartshape floating` yarr whole thing all quite chio lah.. kitchen veh chio oso. toilet.. ok less chio. i dun like the toilet door.. weirdo color. white and a green green a bit kind of frosted glass. dun lke. now my hse lke factory store room liddat. lotss beeg cartons of things.. move to new hse there then more near to kenneth`s hse xDD. tell you storyy. he lives sumwhere near my hse there last time lahh. i live at telok blangah he lives at bukit purmei. one street across. thn my parents say they wan to move to tiong bahru there cuz dad now citizen liao mahh.. can buy those new HDB flat thn more cheap a bit. so i of cuz dun wann lahh.. cuz tiong bahru further away frm kenneths hse thn morning karn go sch together you see.. thn WHO KNOWS his parents finking same thing oso. thn they go n buy hse there oso! qiao hor? he move there alr le lahh. quite long time liao.. so whn i move there he is like one garden across oni. i live at 8b he lives at 8a HAHA. so funn frm my hse can c his living room. MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAA--
k lahh that`s all have to PIA liao. gooddeBYEE!

2004-06-05T10:14:00.000+08:00

ji siann. early in the morning nothing to do. dun feel lke touching hw.. TRIED to rite sum survey yesterday for the AEP workshop budden i found tt my hand jus went out of conctroll HAHA.. too long din touch pen alr ohnoo!! HAHA.. so did sum lame quizzes to waste tme. precious tme. wasted lke this i feel bad but nvrm..

Schoolgirl

What's your sexual appeal?
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HAHA YOU SURE THAT`S MEE!?!??! i wear PEshorts inside ok.. LOL. observe other gerll`s boobs HAHA.. no lahh.. not really. quite lame quiz xD.

-.`

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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okayyh that`s betterr (:

-.`

Don't get blood splatters on you when you shoot
your victim. Your methods are a bit uncouth but
your finesse and sense of style is impeccable.
With a bit of guidance you could live among us
in the world of vampires.

How would you Murder?
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HAHA LAME I WUN KILL A PERSON LOHH.. xD. n i dun wanna b a vampire. dreamt tt i was a vampire few days ago and i woke upp crying..

-.`

P-O-S-E-R! Whats up with you? Punk is all of a
sudden in and you havta be in the incrowd
dontcha. Well your not kiddin me pal. Try to be
what you want, but soon others will catch onto
your lil scandal. You'll do anything for
popularity!

Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)?
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huhh.. im not a posuerr!! ayee im not..

-.`

You're a lollipop!! You're known for your coolness,
for you are a trend setter. You're a natural
leader, and are good under pressure. People
often seek you out for advice, for you have
great insight.

Which kind of candy are you?
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(: trendd setter HAHA. ji kool` lolliporp. ^^

-.`

Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

PLEASE RATE

What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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LAHHH. no comments. yarr i dun lke violence but i fink im gettin` a bit more violent now ever since i was made to sit beside suhui HAHAHHA.. violent gerll`

-.`

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:

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What kind of girl are you?
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lazyy to gif comments liao.

-.`

narcissistic

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YAR RITE I RALK!! YGKING RALKSS!! -____-

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2004-06-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova,
source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../
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2004-06-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

THEN grey gloom descended on the world,
i dragged my golden tail of heavy wishes through the clouds.
i saw people cross their fingers,
i heard them murmur wishes.
and i was wishing too,
that you will see my light at night,
that you will trust me and tell me your dreams,
`cause for the moment i appear and leave,
i will make it come true for you.

2004-04-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

boringg day... but monday is e easiest day.. though Shsh hates it cuz she said it reminds her tt friday is faraway.. =X had maths lesson for e first period... n ALAMAK I FAILED MY MATHS TESTS AGAIN.. duno whether ms wong is going 2 call up parents. budden if she wana call thn call lOrhHh.. i've done my best i can do anithing more.. itz not as if i hvnt try. if she dun bliv tt i din try thn up to her.. i dun like her. she's.. like nothing to do.. call parents call parents. in another words its called threaten lArhHh.. aniwae wads e use of calling parents? they help u go exam mehh.. ok loRrh they help u.. but if u dun wanna study they help until siao u oso will fail rite. so itz still in ur OWN hands.. thn tchers 4eva saying they dun wan 2 punish u.. budden calling up parents is a kind of punishment le mArhHh.. rite? stupidd.. like they rilli so kind. if they rilli so kind they wud hv toked 2 u nicely n not in that.. *U FAILED AGAIN MAN* tone.. ask u y u din hand in hw.. y fail test.. ask until i veh fed up.. maths tcher ask. form tcher ask.. itz not like i purposely fail test wad.. like i like to fail liddat?

qu si aRrrhh.. juz told my dad n mum that i failed. but they saw me studying so they wasnt veh angry. juz asked me to try harder bArrh.. hAiyyhh.. hao hai zi veh nan zuo.. -_____-

2004-04-25T15:22:00.000+08:00

juz came bac from klass gathering.. i mean.. sumtings LIKE a klass gathering. itz a farewell party for yiwen cuz she's going 2 e stAtes to study. BYE YIWEN WE'LL MISS YOU. but i 4got 2 buy her a present... stupid maeyyhh.. xiao wen din manage 2 go cuz she hv piano lesson. poor her... minhua bought a choco cake.. veh nice de.. creammycreamyy wan.. thn yuying wanted 2 take a foto of yiwen n e guys in e background and another pic of yiwen n e girlss in e background.. thn choon kuat was shouting *WO SHI DU WANG (i m gamble king). WO BU PAI ZHAO!! (i dun take photo...)* LOL ji fArniee.. oh yAr thn i stepped on sum cake on e floor so i was like.. *YEEEK* thn e stupid guys went.. *YEEK.. STEP ON SPERMS LIAO..* thn nic hui said.. *u karn c sperms.. u can oni c semen* HAHA lame boyss.. they wasted a LOT of time in yiwen's hse crapping n playing majong. thn e guys say we shall go nicoll highway search for missing man.. thn e gurls say go suntec. i say go plaza singapura cuz im hving piano lesson there afterwards LOL. but they went suntec city still.. so i went home cuz i had 2 take my piano bookss..

bought a cute mu-ee handphone accessory wif a little girl on it. so i bought another same one budden is a little boy de for kenneth.. veh hao wan ehh.. e back can b used to wipe hp screeen.. LOL veh cute.

juz answered zz's call... she veh boliAo hHAHahHAha.. crazy little girl.. told me tt a *kun chong* bit her on e bac.. beeyg beeyhg hard hardd de.. small bao on big bao thn pop until veh gao HAHAHA.. tml going 2 play badminton wif her.. hvnt decide whether we going 2 e badminton court at clementi or play in school... she bring shuttlecock for me.. but e cup of water she owe me will b gone..

uRrrmMmm.. okayh. pretty happi 2dae.. LOL. cheerhss..

2004-04-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

wahh.. veh shuang man todae.. sang karaoke HAHA.. hen hao wan.. sang ytd too.. but i fink my singing gettin worse.. =| die LOL. 2dae at choir very funni... ms lim looking for soloists to sing *cuckoo* for a cuckoo song.. thn she tested sumbody frm our section but i din c hu was it.. she tested dion too n she said her voice sounds old. XD.. thn she scan the soprano 1s n she saw me n zz n quickly turn away n said.. *not matured enuff.. i shall do the cuckoo* HAHA.. i dun fink we got attitude problem ehHhh.. but seniors fink we hv... *look at the stars above..* shit no stars....

oh yArr... thn i was supposed 2 meet ken at kap at around 1.10 liddat budden i was held up by sumting so he was kept waiting there for 2hr53mins HAHA.. broke old record. old record was 2hr49mins liddat i fink.. SORRI KEN!! bu shi gu yi de.. *kowtow*

dad n mum singing Cai Qin's song now... out of beatt.

ok play piano leRh.. byeee

2004-04-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

yAayYyhh.. hen happi. =D. next week no more tests leRrhHh.. juz had maths test today n lit test ytd.. maths test was better thn last time. a bit better oni.. at least i din skip questions. juz that i hv no time 2 finish it haeAehAyyHhh...took too long to choose which question 6 i wan to do bcuz itz an "either or" question... chose the variations cuz itz stupid n eZ. stupid questions r veh nice.. =)

thn after school todae me n zz were in a panick cuz we din do english comprehension. it was supposed to b handed in todae.. n mrs tan was very angry n disappointed wif our klass lErrRhh.. cuz we took bEEg advantage of her. she's too slack leRh maRrhh.. so.. so kind and *he ai ke qing*. thn we wanted to hand it in tml in e morning and told her we gaf her after she left. budden we scared she will cum early in e morning thn she wil c her empty pigeon hole (a small box in a big shelf each tcher has for their students to hand in work) thn later two pieces of compre appear. thn theres this note there saying that we gaf her after we left.. so obviously it is veh risky. thn we thought.. if she is not in sch thn we can *steal* e pile of compre our klass handed in previously from her pigeon hole n copieee.. =D *shhhh*.. budden we scared wad if shes in school thn our whole klass will DIE cuz we handed in late..

so we were finking of strategiess. i tot of this lame idea that we shall call the english department and ask if mrs tan is stil around.. thn if she cums n answer e phone we shall make a lot of noise like.. *beebbeeebbeee...ow-ee-ow-ee-ow-ee..)*&!^)@#*$&^)!@*$ * and pretend that the fone had a connection prob HAHA.. crazyy.. but SOMEHOW it made zz luffing n rolling all over the floor HAHAHAHHA.. after tt zz tot of calling e eng department n ask if mrs tan is stil around.. thn if she cums n answer e phone we shall say *mrs tan we juz wanna sing u a song..!* EVEN LAMER LOL.. veh farnAy. so i suggested singing the gako froggie jap song mrs tan tot us.. thn she will b veh gan dong.. *gako gako geko piong.. piong..* thn zz was luffing like a siao zabOrh agn.. spitted out e water she was drinking..

whn we finally decided to go n check e english department.. we were doing 007 all e way there.. budden we not pro so we walked chao loudly.. so the *gun* in our hands is useless HAHAHAHHAHAH.. aft tt we finally saw mdm yick walking out of e english department and we asked her if mrs tan was around.. thn guess wad.. her answer was NO. and she wun b here tml TOO. -__________-||.. so we went bac to klass jumping wif gay. HAHA ok wif joy. *layme.* thn zz started singing SHALALALALA in an ultra constipated voice.. HAHA very funni.. thn we made up a crab dance.. we stand at 1 end of e klassroom each thn we crab walk 2wards each other wif our hands making the *rock on* sign n moving like we are cooking fried rice LOL. *chao fan..* thn she will sing SHALALALALA. thn i will continue wif *YOYOYO*.. thn whn we say *YOYOYO* we will *YO* at each other HAHAHA.. u muz use imagination laRrh..

so thats basically wad happened todae HAHA.. veh gao siao.. ok g2g leRrhh.. zaii jiAn..

2004-04-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

not in a gd mood. ken veh guo fen.. aft sch i wanna meet him thn he told me tt he will take a long time cuz he nids 2 walk slowly.. veh pissed off. maths test tml.. bless me. hv 2 pass this test no matter wad happens. 68%... can rite? ok... can..not? uRrmMm.. okok can. a bit sian todae.. skipped maths remediarrrr.. duno wad to do for english poem. gif u c e crap me n zhuli n zz wrote:

Have you ever heard the story,
Of Chinese New Year?
There was once a scary monster,
That everybody feared.

They knew that the monster,
Was afraid of fire.
So they lit fire crackers,
And scared away monster.

So they were very happy,
And did that every year.

So the story spread around,
All over the town.
And the story grew bigger,
All over China.

Firecrackers very noisy,
That’s why must sleep late.
Morning cannot wake up,
That’s why lie on bed.

Though we stayed up late at night,
New Year is still great!

Take two Mandarin oranges,
Then go and kneel down.
Give to father, mother,
Wish them never frown.

Father mother very happy,
So give me money.
Neighbor, neighbor come my house,
Give me things for free.

Chinese New Year I love you,
You make my pocket full!

crap rite? HAHAHHA.. itz shit.. sounds like a joke XD. planning 2 change it to halloween cuz this kind of happy event will make a crappy poem eZily.. HAHA ok hv 2 finish up dinner quickly. zai jiAn...

2004-04-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

hi.. im going 2 die leRrh.. ms wong juz came n asked me wad's my target for friday's maths test and i told her 68%.. so stupid. shud hv told her 60%.. i fink i karn make it leh.. cuz i failed e previous 2 tests. thn i hv to hand in 5 maths wkshts which i din hand in by friday if not she will CALL MY PARENTS.. alamak.. muz start copying soon HAHA.. budden now i got improve le maRrh.. i handed in all my term 2 assignments.. budden ng saw aik has such bad memory that he still rmb me as e *girl hu din hand in 8 wkshts in term1*. maths improve a little leRrh.. yAayYyh.. budden 68%.. duno can do it mah. mebbe bAh.. bless me!

ohYar.. and mum dun let me go 2 Prague for choir competition cuz they r running out of money.. but i can understand.. they bought a new hse and had to renovate it and all this costs money. so nvm if they dun let.. i shall stay bac here n play wif kenneth bArhh.. =D

2004-04-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

long time no blog leRh.. ahHhh.. time passes so quickly.

yesterday was zhai-ly eventful. firstly.. early in e morning i was going 2 sch wif ken as usual.. but itz sort of different cuz i was veh depressed. veh sad lOrHh.. he alwayz disappear suddenly whn u r toking 2 him and he will like cum bac 15min later n say hihi and sum stuffs n he will disappear w/o telling u. AGAIN. so i was veh fed-up cuz i feel unimpt ok. unimportant. so i refused to tok 2 him in e morning n i got down the bus suddenly.. one stop b4 the sch bus stop cuz i wanted 2 hv a walk alone. and i was waiting for him 2 call me so i held my phone n waited for vibration. but he din call me.. so i called him and asked him how he felt whn i left suddenly. n he said bye. i was pretty heartbroken but nvm.. so i went to school.

after sum torture.. sch finally ended. xiao wen was jingling *yay.. new day.. holiday!* behind me LOL. very funnAy. 2dae we hving 1st day of e heats.. n i was darn nervous cuz i dun even noe how far away the plank is from the triple jump pit. i was veh worried tt i karn land in e pit cuz i nvr train. juz tried 2 jump a week ago.. imagine how scaryly i will flunk lOrh.. XD. aniway.. i ran 2 e library wif zz 2 do the english written report thing.. so 20min b4 the assemble time i wasnt even warmed up haehaeyyHh.. thn i grabbed my bag n ran over 2 chs aft i finished. aniwae e event din start on time.. in fact it start very late.. it was scheduled 2 start at 3.50 budden the B div pple jump ji slow.. 4.40 thn strt. so i borrowed a pair of sports shoe frm peggy cuz my mum crazy dun let me bring. she say jump guo sand pit the shoe will be full of sand thn will spoil.. waste money.. blablabla... and i dun fink jumping wif tt canvas north-star shoe is a gd idea LOL.

so the official called my name and i went blank loRh. i duno wad im doing.. so i juz ran. thn i saw this very blurrr thing infront of me n i din noe wad 2 do so i anihow jumped n i found tt i strted on the 7m plank.. n i totally 4got how 2 use energy.. so obviously i jumped more thn 3 jumps and din qualify 4 that jump lArhh. thn e second jump i ran slower.. cuz i scared i karn look properly.. *weird hOr..* qualified 4 tt jump lArhh.. budden veh short dist.. 6.5m oni. din use strength too.. usually whn i try my leg will pain de. but ytd i din feel anithing.. which means i RILLI din use any strenght. for the 3rd jump peggy said i din dare 2 run. so she asked me 2 run veh veh fast. thn i ran fast lOrh.. so i missed the line HAHA. thn i squeaked whn i landed in e pit. Ms nichole ong was telling me *gd try gd try*. i noe itz not laRhh.. but thnx 4 telling me that XD. so i rushed off for tuition after watching c div 4X400. we got 1st! though itz juz heats but i fink our klass's pple rilli rox haehHAehhAeyhhHh..

huizhen was 1st. thn xinying thn cheryl n e super ailin was put 2 run the last. huizhen ran so fast lOrhh.. chio bu hAehHAe.. *drroool* she was leading all e way.. thn xinying was veh nervous whn huizhen was approaching wif e baton n she was jumping. xinying strted relatively slow but she overtook everybody in e end n handed the baton 2 cheryl.. so zhai. cheryl strted running veh fast. at e end she slowed down a little bit but she was still first. i saw her face veh xing ku liddat budden she still ran on n ailin ran. ailin nonid say liAo laRrhh.. obviously she long dist wan stamina veh gd. so she ran n ran n ran n came in 1st. WOO.. ji happi... yaYyh.. LOL

thn at nite i found tt there was a library book in my bag n it was overdued 4 a long time. so i told my mum n she was VERY VERY VERY angry. she screamed at me.. say i waste money.. zao ta money.. veh angry jiu dui lerhh.. so i say i go n return e book lOrhh.. n it was like 10.20 lerh.. dad din wan 2 drive so i took bus myself. thn i called ken cuz i was a bit scared XD. n he got so worried he ask me go home.. budden i said im going lerh so i muz go. not angry wif him animore by tt time.. n i duno y i was kind of hoping tt sth will happen so tt my parentz will feel guilty. but i was scared tt sth will happen uRrmmmMm.. contradicting.. ok aniway i returned e book n i got home. dad told me tt mum said i was veh scared cuz i called bac 2 ask mum wad if sth happened.. thn i said.. *aiyaArhH.. obviously she will b happi 2 say tt im scared..* thn she blast off again.. say i dun appreciate her wadeva wadeva.. but i've been in this kind of scene for so many timez im kind of numb lerh. i noe i dun hv tt kind of sweet tongue but i fink i dun nid it cuz i m saying wad i wan 2 say.. y shd i say sth fake or shuddup juz 2 make sumbody happi leh? wad i wan 2 say is MY business y shd ANYBODY care leh..? hmph..

yea n tt'z wad happened b4 i went 2 sleep last nite

2004-03-17T14:30:00.000+08:00

hvnt update this blog for quite some time le.. cuz of lifeskillz camp.. danceworks.. bla bla bla... camp wasnt exactly quite fun.. ok so letz strt from the first daeyh.

day O N E>
reached sch at around 7.00.. din wan to wear trackpantz cuz i fink itz ugli n hot. so i wore my bermudas lArh.. a bit messy when i got to school.. everybody was crowding in the quadrangle and canteen. took me some time to locate my class. i was in grp 7 - section B. so we got on to the bus quite early... mrs tan was in charge of us for that day. we went straight for high elements after we arrive at coasta sands. it was about 8+.. and the sun was getting stronger. the element was a hourglass thinggie whereby you have 2 parallel wires going up and 1 single wire between the 2 wires going down. so you have to hold on to the single wire and walk on one of the other 2 wires and thn switch over later cuz you karn walk upside down =D. (dun understand? nieh vArh mind..) ok so i went up the hourglass thinggie last. cuz i wasnt too enthu hAeeyhHh.. got a bit of a tan. *grin* but i din finish the element cuz i sumhow tip over in the middle hHAhahhAh.. malu malu.. after the high elements we had lunch at that.. carpark place where the high elements were. thn we set of for rock climbing and abseiling straight after we put our bagz in the chalet. rock climbing was pretty fun, juz that you dirty your hands and pants and everything with that.. clayyeyh red thing on the cliff. i fink itz clayish mud. yAr =D. abseiling was a little scary.. but i got used to it after a while so i came down quite fast (i least i fink so). after that we went to this field with quite tall grass to do sum cheer and stuffs. i made up a lame cheer lArhHh.. wad from our head to our shoes we are better thn you de LOL. shermaine they all wanted to do a double bass thinggie but the buAi chi instructor said itz dangerous. i dun lyk the instructor lOrhH.. say we inefficient. itz lyk we waited for her to get the keys for the chalet for about half an hour.. *mumble-grumble* so thatz the end after sum wash brush floss flush. yArp.. quite fun larh this day.. best of the 3.

day T W O>
woke up early in the morning. instructor gave us wrong information. we were supposed to assemble at the tentage at 6.45. she told us 7.15. so we took our own sweet time until a tcher came knocking on the door and ask us to hurry up. we shd be hving water activities today and all of us were looking forward to it lOrhH.. but bcuz of the rain we din manage to have it. we did a small and eZ dance in the tentage. *merrry mooo-oo-ooo-oon. she'z a vegetarian.. openopen-closeclose* after that we did the low elements. it was quite fun laArhh.. but at the 12feet wall i hv to carry 2 pple on my back.. ouWh. spiderweb and the ropey thing was quite successful. after that we waiting for a hell long hour in the tentage cuz it was storming and we karn go aniwhere. sang sum songs wif cute guy eddie.. cute as in childish. not handsome ok.. thn we hd western food for lunch in there. at around 2 liddat we went to hide under the roof of sum chalet to prepare an item for the *nanyang idol*. we did the merry moon dance eddie thot us and added a short *I DID IT ALL. WITH TWO TIGHT SLAPS. I DID IT ON MY OWN* at the back. (sang in the M1 my world tune). of cuz the lame idea was tot up by me =D. so we had the idol thing later on.. sumbody rapped cleanin' out my closet uncensored. im not going to say who lArhh.. if not very wad. sekarli i get bashed up whn sch reopens. tcherz werent veh happi... ok aniwae.. i din listen whether we had ani applause.. but i juz noe i sang out of tune. shouted too loud n too high n din use diaphragm XD. *Ms Lim (choir instructor) hear this sure chop me..* after the idol thing we split in2 our klasses. xiao wen was so happi LOL. did sum activities lyk digging out watermelon from half a watermelon without using ur hands... licking out mashmallowz from a plate of flour. bla bla blarhHh.. we were lyk so excited to be 2gether.. ooo miss klassmatez so much LOL. zz was super fed-up cuz we did so mani cheerz n stuffs and cannot slp hhAhhaHA.. whn we were finally let off to pitch our tent in that pitch dark field with disgusting splashing mud, i was half slping liAo.. thn i went to look for zz and we decided not 2 bath but to eat oreo breakfast cereal =D. veh nice hAhehHAE.. even if u give me garlic i will fink itz nice too.. under THAT condition. n we went off to slp! *pssS. i din brush my teeth*

day T H R E E>
going bac todae. veh happi hHAehhAHeh.. woke up veh early cuz i tot it was 6.45 le.. whn it was only 5.45... *sohtong* changed into my billabong cuz the op was rilli hopelessly muddy i karn stand it. aniwae we r not going 2 hv ani activities 2dae.. wun dirty it le. budden Carin they all say i psyco cuz so nice white pants nong dirty le so ke xi.. hHAhahAH.. budden nvm. wear liAo.. prize presentation went on the first thing after breaking our tents n hving breakfast. our grp n klass din get anithing.. as i expected.. the girl hu did the rap came up n apologized. thn we set off for the carpark n wait for the bus. sumhow the stupid bus left b4 picking us.. so we waited n waited for an hour or so. my slippers were spoilt.. the top part came off so i had to hop cuz the nike shoe was wet INSIDE as sum baichi girlz were PLAYING AND SPLASHING MUD RIGHT BESIDE MY SHOE LAST NIGHT! hAi.. seriously dirty. yar and we got on the bus and i slpt on xiao wenz shoulder.. so slpy.. *yawnz*....... dalalala.....

2004-03-06T11:32:00.000+08:00

aRrhH.. lemme summarize e day wif one word: SUEY.. early in the morning whn i reached sch for dancework trng.. ms sabrina thot us sum new steps. n the steps were ugli. hard. n the music is gushing out of the CD player lyk nobody's business.. so fAst lOh.. n i couldnt do tt body wave properly.. n i dun rmb the steps.. n i m standing rite in front doing tt part nxt sunday.. OMG..

ok tt'z not enuff to call it a suey day. at least i can practice at home. whn i finally finish dancework n head for choir.. ms lim wasnt quite happi wif us. said our singing was kanasai.. T___T. said we treated valerie and cherie lyk DIRT. got a big scolding for that.. she said cherie CRIED. [for wadeva reason]. she said we roll our eyez whn cherie toks 2 us. said we r selfish.. flunk our sectionals.. and threaten us tt friday practice will b cancelled n there will only b saturday practice with ONE AND A HALF HOUR OF SECTIONALS IN THAT PATHETICALLY SMALL SECTIONAL ROOM WITH NO AIR CIRCULATION.

and later on i got a big stomache. wanted to buy hot coffee but i bought cold coffee instead.. guess brain's not working.. so i had to sell it to dear weiduo.. and thn a big headache. met up wif ken and went to KAP to eat lunch.. thn went home together.. 50% of the time on the stairs (u dun hv to noe wad this means..) at least this part of the day is better.. think this is the best part of the day.. the other half of the day is so...... as i said.. SUEY

2004-03-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

went to watch national x-country race with zhuli.. and we met cheryl.suhui. and xinying later on..was raining a bit at the beginning..

first place for C'div boyz was taken by chs.. AGAIN.. i fink their track is veh pRo.. LOL. din watch their B'div though.. MGS got in 1st for C'div guRlz i fink.. i FINK only lAhHh.. dark blue n yellow shirt.. not very sure wad sch it is..

wen rui came in not long after..ailin oso.. *ailin rox!* budden our school flag the seniors were waving was PATHETICALLY SHORT. below the flag was lyk about 30CM only.. should have stuck a mop to it..

thn kenneth guai4 guai4 de.. after race go finishing line there go n find him he lyk bO c me liddat thn tok 2 fwenz.. luff luff.. T___T sad. im not i n v i s i b l e... last time race oso liddat.. so huAi! wait for lyk 1 hr thn in the end din say more thn 5 sentence.. X'(